*+;. away in lala land +;:.

2010-02-28T17:39:00.002+08:00

i hope the obstacles will only make us stronger

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if i hugged you, would you never let go?
if i kissed you, would you cherish that moment?
if i reached for your hand, would you take mine gently?
if i needed a shoulder, would you let me cry on yours?
if i needed to talk, would you really listen?
if i needed to scream, would you do it with me?
if i needed to go, would you come with me?
if i fell for you, would you catch me?

2009-12-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

2009-11-10T19:49:00.001+08:00

在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我的心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过

我真心真意的等过

for once i related the meaning of a song to someone else's predicament.

2009-10-20T21:02:00.001+08:00

need i say more? <3

2009-10-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

3 things that made me smile today:

1) bishamon's sashimi and ramen and unagi

2) breakfast nasilemak <3>

3) your retarded behaviour =)

2009-09-25T18:31:00.003+08:00

i'd say life's treating me really well these days, with all the good food, good company, even good luck with empress dowager =) i know i always complain the never-ending work from school (i secretly love it), and the dreaded tests that pop up every now and then, plus the occasional emotional waves that come and go, but deep down i really am a very very happy girl <3

2009-07-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

currently i have 3 major things on my to-do list but im feeling super nuah and tired i dont feel like doing anything except stone in front of my laptop and msn. haish. i dont feel like i have any reason to be tired though since im not the one hammering and drilling and cutting wood. ohwell.

2009-06-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

i just found this quote online =)

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..."

UNKNOWN

work officially starts tmr, im really hoping aug 8 comes quickly.

2009-06-11T21:51:00.001+08:00

let this be over soon. amg.

2009-05-23T20:27:00.001+08:00

will u still hold me like you do now, 50 years down the road? <3

2009-05-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

ive been feeling the extremes lately it's really draining my energy, but NO REGRETS. =) and even though i havent really been doing much since the holidays started, the emotional part of me has been going through alot. last night i was still feeling quite horrid, but now im pretty much in a very happy mood for reasons only i know <3

went for pedicure with the girls at yew tee today and i think that place is really cool because it has FOUR food courts. AMG. =) interesting, i should really explore singapore and not just stick to bukit timah and town and nus. teehee.

i cant wait for badminton tmr =)=)=)

2009-05-05T19:11:00.002+08:00

today was spent in ps room cutting cans for rag... =) which resulted in a very tired hand and i refuse to do anything now except sit in my room and stone and fb =) not to mention i woke up from a one hour plus nap so im feeling quite low and sick-ish. i dunno why. on a happier note, just now mummy cooked dinner and as i was watching her cook i suddenly felt very inspired to learn too. haha oh my. =) time to learn a few nice dishes for the mister =)

2009-05-03T12:11:00.001+08:00

2009-04-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

A Lovely night, a lovely night
A finer night you know you'll never see
You meet your Prince, a charming Prince
As charming as a Prince will ever be.
The stars in a hazy heaven tremble above you
While he is whispering:
"Darling I Love you"
You say good-bye, away you fly
but on your lips you keep a kiss
All your life you'll dream of this
Lovely, lovely night.

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so the dreadful exams are over and i can finally play to my heart's content. =) i cant describe how happy i feel now (considering i managed to block off the trauma experienced during the three core papers). post exam activities have been really fulfilling and just the way i love it <3

2009-04-24T18:37:00.001+08:00

i never knew i had a dream

until that dream was you

when i look into your eyes

the sky's a different blue

2009-04-19T19:33:00.002+08:00

Take my hand, Take a breath,
Pull me close, And take one step

Keep your eyes, Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me, That you'll never forget
To keep dancing, Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning, The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million, The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together,

We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn, Will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you, Through it all

No mountain's too high enough, Oceans too wide
Cause together or not, Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe
That we were meant to be,

It's like catching lightning, The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million, The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together, We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? Can I have this dance?

2009-04-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

hold on tight

we'll get through this rollercoaster ride

2009-04-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

4 april, 13 april, 15 april, 16 april =)

2009-04-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother
What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?
Here's what she said to me:

Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be.

2009-04-15T08:28:00.001+08:00

Things would work out fine,

if you can find the courage to look pass the night

to see the break of dawn

old school -hedley

2009-04-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

Don't believe everything happiness says

Nothing feels better than hiding these days

We bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears

For the days we believed we could fly

Call up your brothers and sisters and friends

We'll go back to the place where the night never ends

We'll remember the fires, the burning car tires

Boy how in the hell did we get here?

2009-04-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

those were the hardest words to say

2009-04-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

that's just because you don't know

2009-04-08T20:54:00.001+08:00

sink with the tide, rescue me if you like

i'll be leaving it all up to you

think how we tried, it's okay to be lied to

as long as, it's only by you

people say to me, it's best that we've parted

'cause you know that i'm better alone

don't explain to me, how you're so broken hearted

i'm too busy mending my own

2009-04-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

if only time would come to a standstill.

2009-04-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

yes gloria, i shall constantly remind myself that im a brave and strong girl <3 love you loads

2009-04-05T10:02:00.003+08:00

celebrating jonG's and fiona's birthdays =)
pedicure partners <3
=) happy picture
DA WEIXIAN POSE
stingrayyyy <3

the week's been extremely long considering we still had to go to school on saturday but i love spending time with karthi in school. the coming three weeks looks really sparse with so few lessons/lectures left and we practically wont be seeing each other much. =( i just cant wait for exams to be over so we can hang out, play and talk crap again.

it's not yet the time of the month but i have emo songs on itunes repeat. =(

2009-04-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

2009-04-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

today, im inspired by someone =)

2009-03-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

it's saturday night and already i think the weekend is so SIAN. no mugging session this week with the girlfriends partly cos im feeling rather immobile with the ________. and mummy's not home! boo. weixian says i complain when shes arnd and not and yes i think im contradicting myself too! but wtv. girls have the privileges that boys will never experience. i spent the rest of the day doing housework watching tv and finally did my lipid and carbohydrates online review questions. haha ON DA ROLL. i wish monday would come quickly so i can go to school again but at the same time im so not looking forward to PRAC! =( horrid pharm prac.

ok im off to playing my rabbit and word challenge games which i have recently been addicted to! =) monday monday monday

2009-03-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

1. i cant believe myself. =) falling UP the stairs. hiok says my legs too short, and the stairs too high for me WTVVV. now i have blisters all over my feet and my knees hurt and im just feeling so bruised =( unglam moment of the week i think. =) i almost tripped again on the bus back to src.

2. im quite disappointed with myself cos ive been telling myself to stay in sch till 10 to mug properly but till now i still havent done so. hiok says im damn slack now =( thank you for reminding me that my exams are in 4 weeks time.

3. im having random thoughts again. they're distracting me. for example thinking of what to have for lunch at vivo on thursday. haha =) cant wait for the movie. must make a note to bring pillow blanket and earplugs =)

4. im still craving for sambal stingray. =(

5. i wonder when _________ will come.

2009-03-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

oh ive spent so much lately its sinful. =( i promise i wont shop anymore (excluding window shopping) till after exams =) =) =)

neohneoh is craving for stingray!

2009-03-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

tmr's monday again and im so looking forward to school even though my weekend has been rather eventful =) ytd i went for my favourite porridge buffet which ive been craving for since 9129391827398172983 years back and im SO satisfied (although i need to make up for my craving for stingrayyyy) and today i had my xiao long bao YUMMY with my good ol studybuddy <3 i miss rj days when we head down to our favourite hideouts at island creamery and kap to mug, while we photowhore, gossip and eat our canned tuna and picnic ham. it's been the most productive day since school started =)

2009-02-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

my week in pictures! <3 i seriously must start studying =)

2009-02-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

somehow we always tend to blame everyone else but ourselves when a mistake is made. cliche as it may sound, while one finger points to others, the three other fingers point back to us. maybe it's time some self-reflection be done.

2009-02-21T15:46:00.002+08:00

recess week starts today! =) but my week doesnt look very recess-y to me =( i hope nothing screws up! cant wait cant wait for mondayyyy

2009-02-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

omg lab today was a DISASTER. =( at least it's over, but im not looking forward to lsm lab either =(=(=(

2009-02-03T19:56:00.001+08:00

emo post. im damn sad.

2009-02-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

im just surfing facebook, and browsing through old friend's photos.. i realize how my friends have all changed, and it's fun looking at their photos then and now, but at the same time all of them seem so distant now. some of them i dun really wanna meet randomly on the streets, cos i dunno what to say to them (after all the stupid acts of the past), and some i wonder what they'll think of me then and now.. most, i think, i'll wish i had said more things in the past, or created more memories, and maybe that's why im furiously camwhoring now and going on all sorts of outings. because i dont wanna regret not turning up for this gathering, that dinner and whatnot. im reminiscing all the good ol' days, and feeling nostalgic huh. =)

random thoughts - i cant think logically now

2009-01-31T20:48:00.005+08:00

my favourite person <3>

1. i've been wanting to do lots of fun and exciting stuff, but i cant seem to find the right times to do them.. and not to mention, i already have lots of things on my plate. sigh. i wish there's 100 hours a day so i can do whatever i want ON TOP OF STUDYING. =) but it doesnt work that way apparently.

2. and today i just got super irritated with myself for i-dunno-what-reason, maybe cos my mind feels very messed up and crammed with too many thoughts. and im too distracted.

3. i realised that i always spend alot of time and effort thinking about what other people are thinking. i try to interpret what they feel from their actions and look on their eyes. and often i think that they are unhappy with me/dislike me.

4. i love the effect of the poladroid download (much thanks to ally), it's so old school and cool. loveitloveitloveit.

5. im still feeling the aftereffects of the stayover, my body is really lag. im sleepy even though i slept in the afternoon.

6. im all addicted to guitar heroes again. =)

<3>

2009-01-04T21:35:00.006+08:00

in my baby =)

i miss army boy

my "tai tai" honeys <3>

the retarded one =)

sisters of karti <3

im thinking most likely nobody's going to be reading this stagnant blog anymore but i suddenly felt like updating to record all my wonderful memories this holiday.. it's one of the best ones i've ever had because of all the people i've been hanging out with.. it's been great meeting those who've gone away for AGES too. i've been out almost every day and now that school's finally started (i really dont dread it, i never do), it's a different form of excitement altogether. =)